To My Dear Child,
I am truly sorry I couldn’t spend time with you today. I know how much you wanted to play and connect. Believe me, I wanted that too, but the day just slipped away from me, filled with tasks I couldn’t ignore. It breaks my heart to see you sad, and I wish things could have been different.
Watching you grow is a bittersweet experience, especially when I see signs like your outgrown shoes or hear friends say, “Before you know it, you’ll be heading off to college.” It reminds me just how fast time is flying by. Yet today, I missed out on our playtime and cuddles because I was overwhelmed by responsibilities I never anticipated. I’m juggling more than I ever imagined, and I hate that it takes time away from you.
I understand this isn’t fair. Please know that my absence doesn’t reflect a lack of love; in fact, it’s because I love you so deeply that I’m working hard to create a better future for us. I realize you may not understand this now, but one day, when you have children of your own, I hope you can look back and see my intentions.
I often tell you, “I need to finish this so I can have more time with you tomorrow,” but I see the confusion in your eyes when you say, “You don’t love me.” It’s painful to hear, and I’m starting to wonder if I’m the one who hasn’t truly understood. Perhaps I’ve been so focused on preparing for the future that I’ve neglected what you need right now.
Today, you needed me to show my love, and I fear I may have failed you by looking too far ahead. It’s clear that the lessons of life aren’t just about the future—they’re unfolding in the present moment.
So today, I want you to know how much I love you. It’s not about what I plan for tomorrow; it’s about what I can give you today. Thank you for being my teacher, reminding me that my presence matters more than my plans. I promise I will always be here for you, especially today.
This message serves as a reminder for us both: while the future is important, the moments we share right now are irreplaceable.
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Summary: Today’s message reflects on the importance of cherishing the present with your child amidst life’s hectic responsibilities. It emphasizes love, understanding, and the need to be present, while also providing resources for parenting and home insemination.